I want to write in this because I feel like no one reads it. i am surrounded by bugs and rodents. No matter how clean I feel I am not. I've killed three things in the last two minutes. I cant decide whether I feel empty or not. I dont want to complain but i always do. I am selfish. I love you. and you. I dont want to be alone but I hate everyone. I start school on July 1st. I want to quit school. this is stupid. drugs rule. i hate when people do coke at my house and wont leave.

who knows,
kays.

I had to make a new one. sorry guys. peeps be followin my shit.